hey all..bored..staying at home is like the worst thing man..esp since it is so freaking boring and you know that you can have much MUCH more fun outside...but no! you hafta be home cause you got a CURFEW!! wow! and you are expected to do things at home...even when you have nth to do..and wats more..only you has the CURFEW!! you are expected home to spend time with the family..but when you are home..you realise that your sister is no where to be seen till like 12 plus 1 sometimes not even comin home...den your mum is always in her room playin her com or out for coffee..your poor bro is bored and so are you..den you turn to the com..go online..waste time...feel sad..missing ppl..oh wells..jus not feelin too good right now..yes.i am sick! haha..again..oh wells..

today had training..but i left halfway..cos i pulled my muscle and i couldnt breathe..stupid nose got stuck and my throat already sore..plus all the phlegm..whao! power..haha..was talking funny after that..argh! ok la..shall go now..stupid...tmr i goin to starbucks for interview..hope i get the job la..at least i got money to survive and i can stay out longer den like that my mum wont be able to make noise...hahha

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hmmm..yea..pic of the day..haha..taken by a good photographer..but of course to get a good pic there must be a good model!! haha..okiez.. i am lame..but watever..its true!! haha..shall go now!
oh ya...before i go..today is 28/08/06....nice date huh emil?? hahahah..bye all

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see wat ppl do for love......

shortz and her lover chilling

shortz the slacker

babe the slacker

i am a slacker too!!

stupid!!! typed a long entry already den my com hadta hang..so everything went down the drain!! sad or wat...dammit..oh wells..okiez..shall tell you bout my day.. my match..well..i played the full game..defensive center mid..final score 0-0..last 5 min there was a penalty...all of us panicked..cause if the opponent score we wouldnt have enough time to score back..but lucky the fella missed totally..wakaka..so yea..den after that i went to eat and chill..haha.had lotsa fun today..oh ya!!! i rode the scrambbler..wakakak..round the carpark outside downtown..heh..so yea...thats bout all la...dun wan to type anymore..cause i lazy..since i typed alot jus now..but it had to be gone..so too bad..hahahaahahhahahahah..

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stupid!!! typed a long entry already den my com hadta hang..so everything went down the drain!! sad or wat...dammit..oh wells..okiez..shall tell you bout my day.. my match..well..i played the full game..defensive center mid..final score 0-0..last 5 min there was a penalty...all of us panicked..cause if the opponent score we wouldnt have enough time to score back..but lucky the fella missed totally..wakaka..so yea..den after that i went to eat and chill..haha.had lotsa fun today..oh ya!!! i rode the scrambbler..wakakak..round the carpark outside downtown..heh..so yea...thats bout all la...dun wan to type anymore..cause i lazy..since i typed alot jus now..but it had to be gone..so too bad..hahahaahahhahahahah..

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stupid!!! typed a long entry already den my com hadta hang..so everything went down the drain!! sad or wat...dammit..oh wells..okiez..shall tell you bout my day.. my match..well..i played the full game..defensive center mid..final score 0-0..last 5 min there was a penalty...all of us panicked..cause if the opponent score we wouldnt have enough time to score back..but lucky the fella missed totally..wakaka..so yea..den after that i went to eat and chill..haha.had lotsa fun today..oh ya!!! i rode the scrambbler..wakakak..round the carpark outside downtown..heh..so yea...thats bout all la...dun wan to type anymore..cause i lazy..since i typed alot jus now..but it had to be gone..so too bad..hahahaahahhahahahah..

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stupid!!! typed a long entry already den my com hadta hang..so everything went down the drain!! sad or wat...dammit..oh wells..okiez..shall tell you bout my day.. my match..well..i played the full game..defensive center mid..final score 0-0..last 5 min there was a penalty...all of us panicked..cause if the opponent score we wouldnt have enough time to score back..but lucky the fella missed totally..wakaka..so yea..den after that i went to eat and chill..haha.had lotsa fun today..oh ya!!! i rode the scrambbler..wakakak..round the carpark outside downtown..heh..so yea...thats bout all la...dun wan to type anymore..cause i lazy..since i typed alot jus now..but it had to be gone..so too bad..hahahaahahhahahahah..

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stupid!!! typed a long entry already den my com hadta hang..so everything went down the drain!! sad or wat...dammit..oh wells..okiez..shall tell you bout my day.. my match..well..i played the full game..defensive center mid..final score 0-0..last 5 min there was a penalty...all of us panicked..cause if the opponent score we wouldnt have enough time to score back..but lucky the fella missed totally..wakaka..so yea..den after that i went to eat and chill..haha.had lotsa fun today..oh ya!!! i rode the scrambbler..wakakak..round the carpark outside downtown..heh..so yea...thats bout all la...dun wan to type anymore..cause i lazy..since i typed alot jus now..but it had to be gone..so too bad..hahahaahahhahahahah..

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stupid!!! typed a long entry already den my com hadta hang..so everything went down the drain!! sad or wat...dammit..oh wells..okiez..shall tell you bout my day.. my match..well..i played the full game..defensive center mid..final score 0-0..last 5 min there was a penalty...all of us panicked..cause if the opponent score we wouldnt have enough time to score back..but lucky the fella missed totally..wakaka..so yea..den after that i went to eat and chill..haha.had lotsa fun today..oh ya!!! i rode the scrambbler..wakakak..round the carpark outside downtown..heh..so yea...thats bout all la...dun wan to type anymore..cause i lazy..since i typed alot jus now..but it had to be gone..so too bad..hahahaahahhahahahah..

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okiez..this is goin to be really short..cause i got to go get ready for my match later...yupp..NYPGA vs BISHAN ARSENAL...oh shit!!! i gotta go..shall post later or sth...hahah...bye all!!! will update the score later la...hahaha..

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me and my EX-LOVER!!!!!!!

dont they look sweet together??


picture perfect

hahah..okiez..jus being a bit bored..decided to upload some pics..there are more to come...when i feel bored again k?

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hmmm..lets see..pesta sukan 7 a side...played the whole way..NYP team ended up 4th..yupp..thats all..kinda sad but watdahell!! we had fun..need to train on stamina man..we lack it alot..haha.esp me..so super lazy to run!!wakaka..thats about it la..

monday???nothing interesting happened..

tuesday?? dun wana talk about it..all i can say super fucked up!!!pissed!! sad.....

wednesday..went for training...only 9 ppl turned up..did lots of shooting..not bad..fun..but dunno why at night i felt a bit sucky..stomach was pain. din eat much the whole day and i had no appetite..hmmm..oh wells..

today...hmmm..or should i say yesterday?ah..watever la..lets see..training again!! this time more ppl turned up..haha..got my jersey..number 25..so yea..went to pump the balls..all super hard la..den guess wat??kana do heading sia..somemore the whole afternoon i got a damn bad migrain..vomited..watdahell!!! haha..after that nuri,yani and me did free kicks..had 3 types..damn funny la..so yea..basically that..played a while more den finished training..den went to makan..den came home..den slack den blog...dunno la..feeling pissed..

you better let me go out on saturday!!! if not i am so goin to be angry with you and lots of things are goin to come out of my mouth!!!! you better let me go out!!! i wana work!!!starbucks!!! yea!!!hahaha...shall call again tmr!!dun care!!!

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This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

okiez..erm..din post yesterday cause i was like super tired..haha.of course la..the day before only slept for like wat?? a few hours..dun even think it reached 6 la..den got soccer somemore..so yea..i am playing this sunday..hafta be there at like 8:15 am...dammit la..so early..i need to sleep!!! haha..got my jersey for saturday already..wtf!!! got number 4 sey..so stupid..unlucky number..if it is in hokkien la..but in cantonese den it is ok la..i dunno wat i am blabbering about..but who cares..i am so not in the mood to sleep..okiez..so i think i ahve jus confirmed my plans for tmr..i am goin to meet emil and yana after their cross country..hahaha...okiez..think i shall go now...

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okiez..i dunno wat the previous entry was for..but yea..jus felt like posting la..den got nothing to write bout..so i jus post a song..haha..listening to london bridge...hahah..FERGIE!!!!! wakaka..all time favourite..hotness man!!haha..okiez..lets see..wat interesting happened to me...yesterday..hmmm
met bong and fiona for lunch..den bong went off for work..den we went to erm..meet shortyz? yupp.haha.headed to pasir ris..went for a swim..played frisbee in the water..obviously they made me swim..so yea..den we went off..went to makan..okiez..that was almost it..went home at like 1130 like that? den everyone fell asleep..so i went out again..went to makan..talked..went back home again at like 4 plus coming 5 in the morning..fun man!! and i am awake now? funny la..thanks to dunno which stupid idiot calling my house..lucky i nvr answer..cause i lazy..haha.was lying in bed since 10 awake..until now den i move my ass..haha.those who call my house the call was ignored..but if my phone ring confirm answer..cause the house phone is too far..wakaka
okiez..i am playing this sunday..yupp.coach msg me..confirmed..haha..so yea..hope i dun screw up la..okiez..i shall go now..and listen to london bridge!!!!!

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Say What You Want
Twenty seconds on the back time
I feel you on the run
Never lived too long to make right
I see you're doing fine
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer slide I can no longer run
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer hide for it's no longer fun

Well, you can say what you want
But it won't change my mind
I'll feel the same about you
And you can tell me your reasons
But it won't change my feelings
I'll feel the same about you

What I am is what you want of me
Now that I'm not there
Took the tables away from you
It's turned that I don't care
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer slide I can no longer run
And when I get that feeling
I can no longer hide for it's no longer fun

I've said goodnight try to sleep tight
Just dream of me
Go close your eyes cause I'll close mine
The sun will shine from time to time
When you dream of me

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after so long i finally went back for soccer..haha.lulu said she thought i wont be going anymore..oh wells.thanks to my stupid ankle injury la..wtf..haha.anyways today soccer was ok la..i mean not ok only..but fun...nice..haha..went there..changed den stone..den finally got my ass into the pitch..did warm up den after that carried goal post...started 7 a side..yupp.basically played 7 a side the whole way..except for the last game la..it was 11 on 11..but played in half the field..thats all..oh ya..before the last match did some penalty shots la..not all of us did..cikgu called out a few of us to practise den the rest were jus kicking balls on the other side la..was fun..funny..nuriah,izyani,sly,farah,shada,me and someone else hadta do the penalty thing..den sth funny happened.cause nuri boots spoiled den she was squating at the corner of the post taking her shoes off..den i kicked..supposed to aim into the net but it whacked her back..den everyone was laughin and all..den i went there to say sorry while laughin..den nuri turned to say sth to the others and boom!!!sly kicked the ball into her face..totally funny..izyani was on the ground laughin already..super funny..den nuri hadta hide behind the net so that she wont get hit anymore..yupp.that was it basically..am not tired but am tired..get it? i mean consider the fact that i din train for so long i am actually surprised that i still had energy to like play the whole way..haha.yupp.cool..
dunno if i am playing this sunday..but most prolly i am la..not sure yet..cause cikgu asked if i was goin on thursday cause he wan to give the jersey..i dun even know wat jersey..is it for the nypga or nyp or jus some jersey to wear on sunday...dunno la..will find out on thursday la..haha.so yea..shall not think now..am bored..feelin kinda blah..dunno why also..maybe i know..but argh!!watever la..haha.so yea..shall go now..
rae:if you read this...sorry cant get skl for you..hope you find someway to get it la...sorry again..

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emil..yana and me

aien and me...i love the way this is taken

me and a lollypop..


ok..jus felt like posting some pics la..basically these were taken mostly when we chilled at bugis area...so yea..jus some nice times i enjoy and wana share with the world..can you all feel the love my sistas give me??

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ok...erm.am kinda at a loss for words la..haha.was feeling kinda down and all and jus wanted to blog..but den jus before this page could load..i received a msg..and it jus changed everything..it made me smile and all..and now i cant stop smiling..i jus i dunno..it is jus amazing how you cheer me up all the time..even when we are not physically together..it jus feels so nice la..i am now happy and all.so i dun think i can blog.cause yea..to me it is nth much to blog bout already..haha..so yea..shall go now..toodles

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sorry all for not blogging..but yea..kinda too busy to blog..haha.well lets see..national day..hmmm.went to collect my stuff back den met fiona bong and shortz..was supposed to ride the scrambbler but in the end i din..haha.we drove instead..so yea.met my sistas and all den we went to eat and chill den was supposed to see fireworks..well it happened behind me la..haha..(personal joke) so yea..den we all went to some ulu pandan place to chill..not long later my sistas hadta go back..den only left me shortz bong and fiona..we chilled and fiona called her fren down..den had a bit of drama..anyways i had alot of fun la..was happy lots of unexpected things happened..yupp.jus wana thank my sistas for the nicest time spent together..the day was a very happy and i had a blast..thanks you all and we shall have more to come..hahah.wells i went home at like 4plus in the morning cause bong got drunk and knocked out..den we were left stranded cause it started to pour and we were at suntec and the car is at national library..so yea..that is bout all for national day la..den the day after that was kinda boring la..woke up den got ready..went for breakfast den after that went gaming and gaming and gaming..thats bout all la..

today...woke up and wished man happy birthday..den i rushed down to meet someone..i overslept la..ran for the bus and all..den after that when i reached i called and that person sleeping la.haha.was locked out for bout 20 min..but that is not impt..am very patient..20 min is nth compared to hours of waiting..so yea..den went to watch show...den went to national library to do some work..den after that we went to mustafa to see phones...den after that we went to eat..den from mustafa there we walked all the way to the esplande to watch the fireworks..it was jus nice la..cant describe la..but i know it was a very special feelin la..thats all..den we walked all the way back to get the car den met shortz den went to makan..haha.den i got dropped home..heh.so yea..thats all.so thats bout my day..i shall go now...

zack
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hey all...yupp i am hyper.i am happy..yes i am very very happy.haha.this is by far the happiest day since dunno when..anyways..woke up late today.rushed down..bought breakfast..den we slacked..haha.yupp.watched basic instinct 2 and the break up..haha.den after that we got ready and went to meet emil, yana,aien,khye and his frens..talked chilled and all..den this is the unhappy part of the day..cant you be more gentlemenly..for gods' sake..you are such an idiot..emil you deserve someone more worth it..really..okiez..den they left and den basically thats bout it la..
tmr going to esplande to see fireworks..haha.with emil yana aien ziq shortz bong fiona and me...so i think my plans for tmr is sth like that...morning wake up..go collect my things from diy..den after that go meet aien and chill.den shortz will come and pick me up..den we will head down to my cousin house and den me bonmg fiona and shortz will be going down in 2 bikes..yupp.haha..bong and fiona together den me and shortz another bike..means i am going to get to ride lana..it is shortz bike la..scrambbler..wakakaa...like dream come true like that..since yound i like scrambblers..den now i am going to be able to ride it..woohoo!!!if only i can ride it myself man..that would be dope..hahah..anyways i am still kinda confused bout the plans tmr..not too sure la..not really bothered..wakakak..cause yea..i am not bothered..i miss you..but now it is easier to see you..thanks to a very smart person to invent the 3g phones..hahahahah...
okiez.i shall go now...night all..

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i am at a loss for words..thought you'd be going..but i guess not..hope you have fun at your party..i am trying to smile..i am trying to brush it off..but i guess i cant..i placed my hopes too high..i am sorry..hope i can get over it asap..dun wana be unhappy..nvm..as long as you have fun..its fine with me..should go off now..no mood..argh!!!

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sometimes i jus feel that i am screwing things up..i really dun mean to..but sometimes it is jus that i really cant take it anymore..feel so fucked up inside..i jus wana be with you and with no obstacles...i jus dun understand why the fuck must she get in the way??why must she make things so difficult for us..i miss you..i dun think i wana give up anything jus cause things are not smooth sailing..that would be a waste..i guess i jus hafta learn to open up more..to say wat i am not happy with and talk to you...all i can say now is that i am sorry..really am..hope you dun choose to leave..cause it is really going to hurt me..more den wat i have experienced..i miss you..

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hey all..slept at 2plus 3 last night...woke up at like 8plus 9 today..washed up den went to wash my mum car..den guess wat??jus as i was drying the car it started drizzling..haha..so idiot..haha.den nvm.my sis woke up to wash the clothes and my mum was still asleep..so funny..so yea.

damn..now i am sad..i totally forgot that you hadta be home.now i cant see you..argh!!sad case la..stupid stupid..oh wells.can see you tmr la huh? yupp..damn.this is saddening..haiya.thought that i can meet you.but nvm la..oh wells.

okiez..should go now.cause i got to keep the clothes and bathe and all.cause i goin out soon...

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am i ok? am i fine? think i am la..jus not in a very good mood la.very i dunno.jus feel worng..i am sorry i somewat gave you a black face..so sorry..but yea.i feel stupid as it is and i wana move on..i wan her out of my life and yet you all keep repeating her over and over..wat you all wan?? me to kill her??get everything out??please...i had enough..dun make me feel worse inside..please..

anyways i have a new phone..mum bought for me..somehow i am happy bout it but not that happy..i dunno.maybe jus the mood i am in..very stupid la..oh wells.should go off first..may blog later.

zack
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hey all.haha..jus bored you see.wanted to do sth not so boring but den i dunno wat to do..so i decided to blog..but i dunno wat to say..am not too happy thanks to a certain someone.i mean yea..say wat you wana..right now i still can take it..wait till i cant..wana see wat happens.i fucking hell dare you to go be a bitch..try me..even if i were to do nth..please dun think that others around me wont do anything..cause i know that some are about to..so please try and get your fucking fat ass out of trouble..thanks.
you wan to try and be the nicest person around..truth is you are not..i know the dirty stuff you have done..i know watever i said to you before was all correct..i am jus waiting for the right time..den you are so superly goin to get fucked upside down..anyway thats wat you like isnt?haha..oh wells.too bad..thanks for spoiling my day bitch.

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basically i am bored now..babysitting..last day.kinda sad yet not..get it? cause it is like yea.no need to wake up so early in the morning to come all the way down here to look after the boy and it is not so boring anymore..but sad is that he is a nice boy..and i've been looking after him for like 8 days already and he is going back..but nvm.like that i can spend more time with heh.okiez..wanted to ask you guys out today..but yea.you all are meeting up.so its fine..i guess i will meet you all another day.
my ankle is totally gone.haha.really..hurts like shitand i realised that it is not only the ankle..the swelling starts from 4 fingers above my ankle..sucks.but nvm.coach called yesterday to ask bout my ankle..hope it is fine la.anyways i will be going to the doc later for my ankle.haha.yupp.cause someone stress about it la..to make things worse..yesterday some idiot stepped on it.den someone got so pissed..super funny.argh.
okies.i shall go now.loves
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