sometimes i jus feel that i am screwing things up..i really dun mean to..but sometimes it is jus that i really cant take it anymore..feel so fucked up inside..i jus wana be with you and with no obstacles...i jus dun understand why the fuck must she get in the way??why must she make things so difficult for us..i miss you..i dun think i wana give up anything jus cause things are not smooth sailing..that would be a waste..i guess i jus hafta learn to open up more..to say wat i am not happy with and talk to you...all i can say now is that i am sorry..really am..hope you dun choose to leave..cause it is really going to hurt me..more den wat i have experienced..i miss you..

zack
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