today i messed up..i totally screwed up..yupp..and i dun even know why i threw my temper..i guess i was jus upset..i know that i is not a good reason but it happened..i was really happy when you said that you were going to meet me..but when you said that you can dun meet i dunno why..its like as though sth jus pierce you in your stomach and the big ouch was there..yea..i messed up big time..and all i wana say noe is that I AM SORRY!! really sorry..i know i cant turn back time..but i know that i will do watever it takes to make up to you..
so lets see..today had match..the final match for POL-ITE..we lost to ITE..not sure about the final scoreline though...first half was fine lah...den second half hahahahhaha...nach fell on me..think she stepped on my knee and her hand that she used to support herself was pressin against my stomach...den my right ankle started to hurt..oh wells..i dunno...this sucks..hahah..i have like koyok all over my body now..oh wells..i gtg..i wana go rest or sth...

i have never taken you out of mind..
you have and will be my top priority..
i miss you alot..
i hope you know that...
i hope you feel the same way i do..
i love you..

zack
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