so my nights have been bad..been a really light sleeper and wake up at the slightest sound..getting to sleep is already a bad thing..being sick is not nice at all..wakaka..anyways today sth happened..bad bad bad..my bro got bitten by our neighbour's dog..it attacked my bro for no reason..and yea..i was like shocked and very worried..den my neighbour took us to the doctor and he is ok..had to get a jab though..but he is fine..so thats good..
isn't it amazing how news spread so fast? kinda amazing...jus thinking of it..how cool.i dun believe that you din say anything..damn shit! i heard more things and thanks for putting words into my mouth..i am sick and tired of defending myself and i dun really give a shit no more..so it is up to you all watever you all wana believe..i know wat i have done.i know wat i did wrong.i know that i do not need to defend myself to have a clear conscious..

my heart is sore..
i am trying my best..
but am i strong enough?
can i be strong enough?
i jus wana say all these out...
i miss you so much my luv.

zack
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