today had training..my kicks sucked..everything sucked..first was my nose that was running..den plus the cool air i like cant breathe..but that was only a small thing..it din affect me much..wat was the killer was the first time i kicked the ball..my last week injury came back...the same damn pain when i move all my toes from my 2nd toe onwards...the bloody pain that is at the bone and is shooting in..that affected my kicking cos it really hurt and i could step on it properly...but i refuse to go to polyclinic for a check up..cos i dun wana know wat happened to it..i got a bad feeling..oh wells..am jus going to wait till after the league to go and check out wat happened...
wanted to go to the chinese sensei that i always go...but i cant..cause my mum is making noise..as it is really taxing ah..imagine every visit is about 40bucks..and i hafta go there at least once in 2 weeks...seriously lah...argh..hopefully cikgu is going to the one is JB soon...den i can go with him..that would be cheaper lah..
i suddenly feel not fit to play for the league..i dunno why but i feel that i am out of touch..even though i have been going for trainings often and regular...argh!! i dunno lah...i hope that the damn injury wont affect me during the leagues...i really hope that it wont..shit lah..this sucks...

i jus feel like msging you..cos i miss you...
but i guess its best if i dun...
hope that you can move on and be happy..
cos knowin that you are smiling would be good enough for me...