yea..the happiness that i am lookin for is not attainable..its not cos i haven found it..but is cos someone ruin it...
sometimes people dun know the hurt and damage they caused as they are too fucking selfish..they dun give a damn about others..not even family..so much for blood is thicker than water...i dare to say this to your face...my frens treat me better den how you do..all you ever do is make use of people..

thing is the whole truth is out..everything that you have done..so dun go around saying that i am fucking blaming you..cos i know, you know and everyone knows that i am not blaming you...i am jus merely stating facts..

after 17 years of living, i suddenly got a curfew? i really like to know why...haha..cos i was getting really close to her and you are not happy with you..you were getting jealous of the closeness that we had...the closeness that you can never get..so obviously you trying to protect wat you thought was yours, told my mum and ka-boom!! the curfew was implied!! wow...great job done!! you get to spend more time with her...

wats with the callin of my mum to find out where i am and who i am out with for?? jus cos you thought that she was out with me?? hahahaha...paranoid!! typical over possesive freak!! so much for saying that you never told the family...ya right i believe you!! kiss my ass man!! The whole family thinks that i stole her away from you..they saw me as the third party..but did they know that you and her were over long long ago?? did you tell them? hahah...wat a joke!
wat happened between us was a totally mutual thing...so chill man! dun go round saying you can't stand the family and yet on the other and try to act goodie with them..come on man.think about things...when did you stand up and defend her when the family was talking bad stuff bout her?? wait a minute..have you ever?? hahaha..doubt you have..cos you hafta be an angel...

i knew my mistakes and have changed my ways....i know never ever to trust anyone..especially people who treat you so nice when they need you and once your help is no longer needed, they dump you aside...i've taken a step back and seen the whole picture...and i know that i would do anything to avoid seeing you or even have anything to do with you...cos you make me feel disgusted...jus so you know..you will have already been forgiven for everything you've done...but I CAN NEVER FORGET WAT YOU'VE DONE!!! i have stopped giving you the respect that i've once given to you as my cousin...and i no longer treat you like my cousin...dun even think about fren..you will jus be a stranger..total stranger...so mind your own business and dun interfere with my life...

if i ever find out that you poke your stinking nose into my business..i won't hold back in whacking the shit out of you..afterall who are you to me? you're no longer my cousin...hahah..
i mean wat i say...so dun try me..unless you feel like getting whacked..