somehow this year, new year seems so different...so boring. woke up and started visiting all the way....den went to my grandpa house. me and bro went down, he played soccer den met his girlfren while i stayed under a block and studied!! yes, i studied on the 1st day of chinese new year...and yes!! zara studies!! haha...

finally after hours, we went back up and den talked a bit den left for home...was supposed to dispose the rat's body once i reached home...but it was gone!! den found a baby rat in my mum's room..got rid of it..since my sis boyfren came to our house, and we couldnt take the stupid rats anymore....we caught the last and final rat!! and i whacked it to death...yes i know i am cruel...but it is a rat that shits everywhere, giving us more work to do....eats our food, making us waste money buying new ones...leaving its stupid stinky smell all around, leaving us to suffer...wats more i got injured while trying to catch it...my fourth toe poked into a nail and it got scratched too....i din even realise it until my bro saw blood on the floor..haha..

so anyway, after clearing the rat, for the first time ever in my life....my family was packing our house, we were cleaning and throwing away stuff, ON THE FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! haha...now my house looks totally different, it is finally neat and tidy...haha...or should i say it looks neater and tidier den before...haha...

tmr is my birthday already...in about 22 more hours time i will turn 18...i will be able to club legally, and i can go get my first tattoo done...haha...enroll for bike liscense...and do lots more things...but, looking forward to tmr?? this is a question that i asked myself many many times...from the very beginning, my answer was yes...duh! den it changed to no... recently it was changed again to yes..why not?? den currently...even though it is jus tmr, i dun feel excited at all....i jus feel like it is super normal...lets hope that i will have a change of mind sometime today to make me feel happier and look forward to tmr..

shall go sleep now...gotta wake up early early early tmr...and wats more, i am super shack!!! i need to get more more more rest...oh my!!!! haha...shall go now...

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