tears were shed..
hearts were broken...
dewi has left singapore...
we all bid our farewells...
but her memories still lingers...

when i saw dewi..i wanted to hug her and tell her not to go..don't leave us..but that would be selfish of me...though i know the whole team doesnt want her to go..but she is going for a good reason..she will be happy with wat she is going to do..so we should all feel happy for her..yes we will..

when i hugged her..tears kept coming out..i know that i was going to miss her...and the farewell is something that i couldnt take...i din wan to take it..cos i dun wan her to go..but oh wells..i wish her all the best..

everyone was there to say goodbye..her girls from chij st joseph...her netball buddies...her family..and us her soccer team..tears were coming out from everyone there..its sad to see someone whom you are close to leave for another country...and its for 3 years..

right outside the departure gate...i was sitting down and i witnessed something that really touched me...dewi came to us and had a very panicked face, asking where is lulu..and den they hugged...tears rolling down both their cheeks..seeing how they hugged and sobbed as lulu said goodbye..it showed how close they are...how they really treasure their frenship..

that was also where we all came together...hands in the middle..and dewi joined us..we heard her last "eh.guess wat" and she sang my love by westlife..a few of us tried to sing along...but our voices couldnt come out as we were tearing..and we made our last "NANYANG WHOOSH" with dewi before she left..

seeing her walk through the gate...i admit that i had thoughts of her not being able to go away due to some complications at the customs...cause i really din wan her to go..i am sorry dewi..but she cleared it all..she waved goodbye to everyone...

after she left and was out of sight...izyan broke down.she really cried very hard..
this is to lulu and izzy: it was hard for us to see her go...and it is also hard for her to go...but all these has to happen..so we will all stay happy and wait for her when she returns..since you guys are close frens..nothing can ever happen to change that fact..this distance wont affect your frenship..there are many ways for us to be in contact with her..and her spirit will always linger...i really respect you guys for staying so strong and letting her leave with peace in her mind..for not letting her see the way you guys broke down..

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