well if there is once, twice will come and den thrice will happen..that i know.
but four times?? hmmm...does it mean that it is going to come true??
so someone called me that day to ask if i was fine....and i said cant get any worse...den she told me about her dream...
i was in a bus and i think it was a cement mixer that crashed into the bus directly right where i was sitting...everyone managed to get out fine...jus that i was the only fatal one!! haha...so yes. i died! that is ONCE

den someone else called me i cant remember when though...and told me to be careful...den i was like why?? and so she told me her dream too...
dunno where the hell i was...in a car with dunno who also...and i have no idea where we were going...happily talking and laughing and dunno wat...when suddenly KA-BOOM!! yupp..i met in another accident in another dream..jus that this one i din die...haha...
so that is TWICE...

den on 14th feb, when i woke up early in the morning...and den of cos..fell back asleep..i dreamt of myself...in an accident...this time fatal!!
so i was wearing NYPGA jersey...and was walking out of my house near the guard house...den it was green man..so i crossed the road and when i looked up, i saw a car driving towards me at fast speed...and WHAMP! i flew...landed on the opposite side of the road..at that point in time i was not dead yet...and this was the killer...hahah..a truck could not break in time and rolled over my body...so yea..i died! that was the THIRD...

14th feb, late at night...someone called me...we talked den she told me her dream...
we were eating and i got angry with her..so i rode off very fast...she followed behind in a cab..i din wan her to follow so i was doing dunno wat stunts and all...den i skidded...but this is the best part of the dream...i was injured and she came towards me...den i got up and started running away...hahah...so thats my FOURTH...

anyone else got anymore to tell me?? cos i wana know..this somehow makes me think..is my time really coming? den i will think again...does it make any difference?? wat i am going through is already enough...but one thing i know i wont die now...not until i turn 18, get my liscense and my first bike, and my tattoo done..after all that is done..i am a very satisfied person and i can go...i guess death is not that scary afterall, wats the scary part is that you might not know when it is coming and have not done everything thing that you wan to do...

for me, before i die, i would wana tell my family that i am sorry and that i love them...and of cos tell my first love,the one that i really love and will always have a place in my heart that i love her even though we were never together...and ask them all to lead a happy life...

ok...i feel like i am depressed...am i suicidal?? haha..no way...i wont kill myself...that way my mum wont get any insurance money...den who is going to pay for the funeral?? haha...wat a way to think...but i guess this is life...you live and die..wakaka..shall go now...will be back later..

see you later alligator...