am back in school again...it kinda sucks big time now!!
school is school, your lecturers are jus your lecturers. why must they get involved in my personal life? wat has anything going on outside my school life got to do with my studies? in wat way will it affect my studies? so i was on mc and missed classes,that doesnt mean that i am totally not fit to take the examination. heard of catching up and self study? all your lame excuses...i know wat you are trying to do and who is the damn mastermind behind all these.
it makes no sense. so wat if i work part time? does it mean that it is going to affect my studies? No!! it doesn't. but who the hell cares? cause that is wat you think...jus because i am able to survive now and that i dun need you that's why you are making life a living hell for me!
Think about it...since when were you there? since when did i ever lean on you for help? you made me become very independent..cos money is everything to you! All you ever did was give me my allowance( which was very little to survive on), you were not there to watch over me, you were not there to settle my meals or maybe everything had to be done to your convenience. when you were so called "there for me", i also had a part time job. my food,activities,handphone bills,transport fares and many many more was settled by me. so wats the difference now? i dun get it!
fuck the counselling that you wan me to go, its not going to change anything. wats with the forcing of me talkin her? jus so that i can see a fox in sheep clothing? she can win the grammy awards and all kinds of awards for best actress!!
the terms and conditions that i am facing now...wat the hell? reporting to you guys once every week? no soccer until my exam is over?
oh watever...i dun really care about your terms and conditions, you wan me to do it, i will. but i wont listen to everything..cos talking to her ain't gonna happen, certainly not to be under the dame roof. you all can try to force me but i suggest you give up, cause all your energy will be wasted.