sorry for not blogging...wont be coming online that often for the time being...busy study for my exams.. yupp. i am studying...its 3 am in the morning but i got a paper tmr and i still have 3 lectures to cover...taking a short break now...so today i went to study with my classmates...from 3pm till 7pm..non-stop...den we decided to take a break...went to the arcade..watched them play house of the dead 4...laughed at their reactions and how they panicked...den they played the video games...some vitual fighter thing...its funny how they both have the same reaction jus that they used different words...laughed and made fun of them...today was well spent...i studied hard and had enough fun...

basically was watching sex in the city with my mum and it was about true love...den it crossed my mind..
is there really only one true love? would there be a second chance if you blew your first with the one you love? does true love always end up together? is there really such a thing as a fairy tale ending in life?

haha...ok i gotta go now...will be back soon i hope! after 1st march....

yes...i am finally 18!! at a legal age to do stuff already!!! so who is on for clubbing man?? hahaha..please pardon me if i am abit extra hyper today...it is cause i swear i had the best birthday ever!!! i am very happy...so this is basically a thank you entry....

thank you...emil, yana, ziq, aien and Q for your birthday wishes...and especially to my 3 sweethearts...thanks for the necklace!!! oh my gosh!!!!!! you guys are total genius man!!! you actually bought the one that i was eyeing and waiting to bring my bro to see it!!! hahaha....thank you all so much..

to all my whooshies out there....thank you all so much for making it down to my place...to those who did not manage to come..its alright!!! but thanks for your wishes......those who went bowling, hope you guys had a nice and fun time...the dares were super crap and funny...but wats life without laughter?? haha...those who missed out bowling...too bad!! haha...you guys missed out the laughter and wat more...a free game!!! haha.....as i said before i left, i wasnt looking forward to my birthday...but you guys, YOU GUYS!!! made is a very nice one...i am really happy..really...from the bottom of my heart..thank you all so much...friends 4ever!!! and my whooshies are a totally special bunch of people to me...eh! they are not jus people...they are like my sisters and 'brothers'...my family!!!

p.s thanks for the super many....sexy sexy habba habba underwears....will show it to you all when i wear them lah...i know it is a must...so yea...

and finally a big thanks to the following ppl....

-shaf

-yani

-marsha

-afie

-sri

-aien

-yana

-emil

-Q

-ziq

-bong

-shawn

-Rae

-adeline

-hanis

-hidayah

-naj

-lulu

-raul

-dee

-fateha

-shida

-sly

-fil

-izyan

-zil

-rose

-wati

-nadiah

if i missed out your name...i am very sorry...i din mean...jus that i cant think of anymore at the moment....heh

so now, birthday is over, exams are coming...so its time to study!! and yea...look forward to 8th March....cause i am going to get my post birthday surprise from someone special...haha..oh yes! you know who you are...thanks for the wishes too!! take care and be happy...

somehow this year, new year seems so different...so boring. woke up and started visiting all the way....den went to my grandpa house. me and bro went down, he played soccer den met his girlfren while i stayed under a block and studied!! yes, i studied on the 1st day of chinese new year...and yes!! zara studies!! haha...

finally after hours, we went back up and den talked a bit den left for home...was supposed to dispose the rat's body once i reached home...but it was gone!! den found a baby rat in my mum's room..got rid of it..since my sis boyfren came to our house, and we couldnt take the stupid rats anymore....we caught the last and final rat!! and i whacked it to death...yes i know i am cruel...but it is a rat that shits everywhere, giving us more work to do....eats our food, making us waste money buying new ones...leaving its stupid stinky smell all around, leaving us to suffer...wats more i got injured while trying to catch it...my fourth toe poked into a nail and it got scratched too....i din even realise it until my bro saw blood on the floor..haha..

so anyway, after clearing the rat, for the first time ever in my life....my family was packing our house, we were cleaning and throwing away stuff, ON THE FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! haha...now my house looks totally different, it is finally neat and tidy...haha...or should i say it looks neater and tidier den before...haha...

tmr is my birthday already...in about 22 more hours time i will turn 18...i will be able to club legally, and i can go get my first tattoo done...haha...enroll for bike liscense...and do lots more things...but, looking forward to tmr?? this is a question that i asked myself many many times...from the very beginning, my answer was yes...duh! den it changed to no... recently it was changed again to yes..why not?? den currently...even though it is jus tmr, i dun feel excited at all....i jus feel like it is super normal...lets hope that i will have a change of mind sometime today to make me feel happier and look forward to tmr..

shall go sleep now...gotta wake up early early early tmr...and wats more, i am super shack!!! i need to get more more more rest...oh my!!!! haha...shall go now...

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eve if chinese new year was hell of a day man...haha..was the first person my mum got out of bed..cause there was a baby rat in her room and so she had to wake me up!!! argh!!! haha...she practically shook me till i opened my eyes..asked her wats up and she told me the whole thing...i said later i will catch it..but no!! she wanted me to get rid of it straight away...so i dragged my tired self out of bed and cleared it...
blade with my bro to parkway to buy breakfast for us...my poor bro fell and got 4 bruises..haha..all the way he was super sissy lah..complaining that it was painful..den we went home to eat...and i forgot to buy the most important thing!! coffee for my mum...wakaka..but it was cool, she made some herself..heh.
den after eating straight down to housework...lets see wat i did...

1. cleaned the spider-webs on my mum's room ceiling.
2. changed all the lights
3. washed all the light cover
4. baked cookies
5. keep the clothes
6. sweep the floor
7. cleaned the rat glue that was on the floor of the balcony
8. gave out the clothes
9. pack my room

den went to church, laughed alot with my bro in church...making fun of everyone we could lay our eyes on...yes, that include the priest...it was reunion dinner at my grandpa house...i finished eating but hadta wait for my grandpa to leave the table before i could leave...bro left with me, he went to meet his girlfren while i went to meet the love of my life...haha..got alot of pinches today...and i was super tired from all the work plus the lack of my beauty sleep...but someone made us walk from macs to bk den back to macs...haha.but it was cool...haha..

after that me and bro went gaming...den i studied ABIT! heh heh..mum picked us up to go for perankan mass...laughed alot too...i did a silly prayer..as the mass was somewat in malay...and everything was malay...including the songs..i was singing to the correct tune but making up my own words...den when it was time to pray, i purposely pray out loud so that my mum and bro could hear wat i was saying..and they laughed super alot...this was wat i said...

"Lord, please help my brother as he is a little bit retarded...forgive him for all the things he has done to me and to anyone...we already forgave him cause we know that he is mentally challanged...please help him fill up tat empty head of his..."

haha...i know i was mean..but it was for fun..he was laughing..so was i...den mum and bro interlock their arms with mine and tried to tear me apart...but i jus tahan their strength and in the end they could pull me..instead they squashed me...oh my!!

came home, played mahjong...den was going to sleep when my sis came in...there was a rat in her room..i swear these rats ah...need to be taught a lesson..haha..fancy disturbing me when i am enjoying my beauty rest...argh!! so i went over...and checked where it was, was jus about ti catch it wen it suddenly started running towards me, i shouted and jumped...jus in time for it to run under me...my sis screamed and fell back onto her bed, scratching my arm...this is the funny part, the rat was running out of the room.and my bro was at the door...the moment my sis screamed, he screamed and started running...the rat was super scared and ran so fast that when it wanted to turn, it skidded...haha..in the end, it is caught! and thrown away...i can so be a professional rat catcher man!! sis had a hard time going back to sleep cause her legs were still soft due to the scare..bro too...haha..but now they are sound asleep....everyone..

gotta wake up at 9 am tmr to start the visiting...now it is 4:45am...haha..its cool for me though..i dun mind losing this hours of sleep...cause there is a chinese belief that on the eve of chinese new year, the later the kids sleep, the longer their parents life...so yea..may my mum have a long life...

by the way..GONG XI FA CAI!! happy new year...i shall either sleep now or find something to do...haha..

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so after dunno how many days of being sick...i finally got my butt to the doc...stepped into polyclinic coughing like nobody's business...den sitting down breathing super hard...the person sitting beside me was staring at me cos i was wheezing very badly...got my number den was taken into the nurse room...given immediate treatment cos guess wat?? hahah...i had an asthma attack..like after god knows how long...it sucks man!! doc put me back on my asthma medicine PERMANENTLY!!!!!

got 45 min worth of nagging from the health counsellor...she was telling me about some stupid chart that i hafta keep and the things i gotta do...best part is that she can repeat her point over and over again...den she even test me to see if i was paying attention...haha..

dinner was a chore..cos of the side effects of the ventolin, my whole body was trembling...and my heart was beating super fast..felt damn uncomfortable...even putting the rice into my mouth was tiring..haha...

watched EPIC MOVIE with my bro today...it is hell of a lame show..laughed till i cough throughout the movie...but alot of censored parts lah..haha..but if you wana watch the show you must make sure to know your movies well...

i gotta go now...need to sleep as tmr is a long day ahead!! nite world...

3 more days

well if there is once, twice will come and den thrice will happen..that i know.
but four times?? hmmm...does it mean that it is going to come true??
so someone called me that day to ask if i was fine....and i said cant get any worse...den she told me about her dream...
i was in a bus and i think it was a cement mixer that crashed into the bus directly right where i was sitting...everyone managed to get out fine...jus that i was the only fatal one!! haha...so yes. i died! that is ONCE

den someone else called me i cant remember when though...and told me to be careful...den i was like why?? and so she told me her dream too...
dunno where the hell i was...in a car with dunno who also...and i have no idea where we were going...happily talking and laughing and dunno wat...when suddenly KA-BOOM!! yupp..i met in another accident in another dream..jus that this one i din die...haha...
so that is TWICE...

den on 14th feb, when i woke up early in the morning...and den of cos..fell back asleep..i dreamt of myself...in an accident...this time fatal!!
so i was wearing NYPGA jersey...and was walking out of my house near the guard house...den it was green man..so i crossed the road and when i looked up, i saw a car driving towards me at fast speed...and WHAMP! i flew...landed on the opposite side of the road..at that point in time i was not dead yet...and this was the killer...hahah..a truck could not break in time and rolled over my body...so yea..i died! that was the THIRD...

14th feb, late at night...someone called me...we talked den she told me her dream...
we were eating and i got angry with her..so i rode off very fast...she followed behind in a cab..i din wan her to follow so i was doing dunno wat stunts and all...den i skidded...but this is the best part of the dream...i was injured and she came towards me...den i got up and started running away...hahah...so thats my FOURTH...

anyone else got anymore to tell me?? cos i wana know..this somehow makes me think..is my time really coming? den i will think again...does it make any difference?? wat i am going through is already enough...but one thing i know i wont die now...not until i turn 18, get my liscense and my first bike, and my tattoo done..after all that is done..i am a very satisfied person and i can go...i guess death is not that scary afterall, wats the scary part is that you might not know when it is coming and have not done everything thing that you wan to do...

for me, before i die, i would wana tell my family that i am sorry and that i love them...and of cos tell my first love,the one that i really love and will always have a place in my heart that i love her even though we were never together...and ask them all to lead a happy life...

ok...i feel like i am depressed...am i suicidal?? haha..no way...i wont kill myself...that way my mum wont get any insurance money...den who is going to pay for the funeral?? haha...wat a way to think...but i guess this is life...you live and die..wakaka..shall go now...will be back later..

see you later alligator...

i think i spent 85% of my time in bed...lets see..i woke up at 7am this morning den was feeling very sick...so i went back to sleep till 2pm...got my ass out of bed and out of the house...went to parkway for a while...studied at macs for about an hour...den i made my way home..used the money my mum gave me to get my ankle fixed..den came back at about 5pm...got into bed den went to sleep...only woke up at 11pm..heh!!
i am going back to sleep soon....cause i jus took my medication for my stupid cough...fever sucks..esp if you have got no medicine to take to bring it down...oh wells..i better go and get some rest..wana get better asap...dun wana be sick during chinese new year!!

oh yes...to everyone out there HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! to all the couples, i hope you have the best time together...well to all those single and lonely people, if fated that someone will find you....

6 more days

i am officially falling sick..thanks to the stupid rat glue...haha..nothing much happened today...woke up and slack till it was time to meet shortymon and babe..spent all the time in macs..teachin her media studies...wakaka..den they send me for training..thank you so much for driving all the way down to my school...thanks..

training was fun today...lotsa laughter...izyan's attachment is at IMH...and today was only her first day and guess wat?? she came to training a bit more crazy...cause as it is she is already naturally crazy...so imagine wat we had to go through..esp me and shida...oh my!! the dancing to 'dun cha' using the shadows..lame crab dance she did in front of us when me and shida was dribbling the ball to cross...haiyo...

cikgu did some imitations of me during the saturday match...well this was wat happened..
it was a throw in for the opponents..so i ran and jumped and kicked the ball out...den cikgu shouted: " madonna...dun so stress..smile lah!!" i looked at him den shouted back: " i got no time to smile lah..." den everyone started laughing...guess who laughed the loudest?? someone laugh until tears in the eye lor...wonder who ah?? must be some mixed blood...haha...some sotong and human...wakaka...
oh yes...for your info..i did not cry during the match...dunno why cikgu and coach said i cry..i was jus stress..but i know of SOMEONE who had tears in the eye when we 'whoosh' before the second half started..den that SOMEONE was super different that day...seem more sane..haha..jus joking lah...but really that SOMEONE only loosen up when her arm became a bit yellowish during the last 30 min of the game...haha..if you know who..dun say.. if you dun...THINK!!!

ok ppl..i gotta go..getting sleepy plus i got dental early tmr...so yea..bye all...

p.s sorry izzy if i tekan you alot in my post today...but its fun lah. =) heh. dun be angry ah...

7 more days

What Hurts the Most

by

Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don’t bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I’m doin’ It

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That’s what I was trying to do

busy day...feeling tired...so i shall make it simple...
-woke up at 9 plus..
-send bro for tuition
-visit my nanny
-went tamp mall
-bought 2 berms
-birthday present(wallet)
-pick bro
-pick sis
-lunch
-buy paper plates and stuff
-clean up the house
-clean up the house
-clean up the house
-went to church
-visit my grandpa
-ate dinner
-bring my bro cut hair
-shop for the food stuff
-unpack the stuff
-bathe
-blog
-surf the net
-sleep!

done! the schedule for today...haha..i wana go surf the net now...den i can sleep.....
so adios..chaoz

9 more days

so much for me being superstitious...cut my hair before the league...so that i can buang-sway(throw away the bad luck)..wakaka..think it is cause i din cut much lah..i jus neaten it up cos nowadays i wont leave home without a cap..haha..oh wells...currently i am typing like an idiotic ass cause my left thumb is injured and i cant type properly...haha..keep making so many typo errors...wat the *toot*...anyways back to the game...

we lost 13-0 i think...it was quite bad..yupp..suck big time..but funny thing cikgu was not angry..he was not even shouting at us...oh yes before i forget..i wana say sorry to everyone..the whole team...watever happened on the field stays on the field...i know i din smile and was even shouting at you guys..sorry k??

yuki- i think that you played well today...you took all chances and performed...

naj-you were great out at the field...chasing after every ball...and your 'i dun wan to sub..i still wana play' attitude was great man!!! keep it up...

sly-take care of that knee of yours k? dun further strain it...let it rest well..and i am praying that you will recover soon so that you and i can play midfield...

shaf-thanks alot for playing for us k?? i know you are tired and all cause you had a match last night plus all your npcc and stuff..but you did not let it affect you..

dee-you were great at the back...placed alot of pressure on the attackers...take care of your ankle alright??

raul-steady man!!! you chased the opponents...recovered very fast and continue chasing...were you on steriods?? haha...

lulu-great defending and dun give up...you making it down for the match meant alot to me...thanks for rushing...and also for all your funny sound effects that made me laugh during the game...

izyan-sorry for tripping you in the first half...really sorry...but i am glad that you managed to cheer up after that and not pull that long and sulking face you had...somebody's arm today a bit yellow ah?? wonder why..haha..thanks also for all the excitment we had when you were striking...

shida-make sure you dun exert your wrist anymore...you were doing a good job and i know that their shot were hard..but you still did save some..and that is good...

rose-bro..you left your body print on the field..haha..it was totally daring of you to come out and attack that girl...coolness man!! why did you do tat ah?? was it cos she was pretty?? haha..joking..

and to all those that i missed out...you guys did great too...

i learnt something today...winning is not everything...that is wat people will say...but i realise that when you are in the losing position...one gets very uptight and stress..that was exactly how i felt...i couldnt smile and was practically shouting...i could feel the anger build up in it..but one thing for sure i din do...is let that anger take control of me..

we gotta train harder and really give all we can for the up coming 2 matches..we can do it...
i have complete faith in all of you guys...

10 more days

congrats yana and emil on passing your o'levels...i am so proud of you..haha...
you guys made it man!!! great job done..now all thats left is for you guys to getting into the course that you all want to...so good luck!!!

i am home now...meeting aien later i guess..that is if she is coming to my house!! right now...emil and yana are here..haha..so is Q...so yea...am bored!!

going out later...think so..wakaka..not sure...right now i am missing someone...hoping that she can be by my side...and maybe chill at the beach...jus like how we used to...me,yana,emil,aien,shortz....

oh..i think i should go now..cos i know...somethings are best left unsaid...so yea..i should go now..bye all...

wat i am going to say next is going to get me quite a bit of nagging from some ppl who feel like making noise....i know i was suppose to rest my ankle and save it for saturday's game..but i played soccer today near the hockey pitch...its cool though..not as painful as wednesday...so please spare me watever nagging i can get...thank you!! =)

played for a while den i sat down with the rest to play cards and also got drawings on my arms..i felt like a notice board...
shayibul wrote "LAST WARNING"
ana wrote "zara rocks my socks"
nad wrote "nad hearts zara...from your senior"
i drew a cross....
shaiful helped me write babe....and also my name...

haha...went with ryan and gang to park lane....this shopping centre..maybe not a shopping centre lah..like a building...his fren went to get a tattoo...super funny i tell you...after every few seconds you can hear the fella going 'oh my gosh..ooh..oh my gosh' super funny lah...wakaka..

nothing much happened today though...thats about it...so yea..gotta go now...shaf is calling me...going to talk to her...ciaoz!!

11 more days

today is not a good day at all...
and i know that things are not going to get any better yet...
so this is an advance apology...
i am very sorry to those whom i shouted at....
or to those whom got worried...
i will get over it...
jus leave me alone..
if you see that i have a frown...dun bother...
if you dun see me smile..dun bother..

i guess i am feeling kinda stress..
with my exams coming up...
challenge cup coming up...
my ankle...
the bloody injury...

i feel like i am going through depression..but i know i am not...i am jus feeling very down...when i am with my frens..at times i feel down...but it hits me hardest when i am home...all by myself..den i will start thinking...and that sucks..

i dun wana talk about things anymore..hope i will be happier next time i come around..bye

12 more days

this was me yesterday.....
the me that doesnt study....and since my exams are around the corner...i thought it was high time i went through an extreme makeover...haha..check the new me out!!


the new me...looking oh so smart...


and of cos...with the specs on plus the nerd look...i am a changed person..look at that!!! I AM STUDYING!!!!! (thats why there is air pork...cos pigs are flying now!!)


jus a pity...that look only lasted for less den 5 min..so i am back to my old self..wakaka...
studying...NAH!!!!
soccer...YEA!!!
fun....OOH!!!!
haha..ok.i am feeling very bored and crappy...so please dun mind me..heh heh heh.

13 more days

ooh yea..i am awake!!! very very awake..though my right foot is killing..but other den that..i am fine!! yippeee!!! ok i am feeling kinda energetic now..maybe cause thanks to my dream...haha.super funny..i dunno how in the world i got such a dream man..this is how the dream goes..

some of the soccer ppl came to my house...so did shortyz and fiona..den we were all jus sitting and talking..suddenly someone wanted to get sth so we all decided to follow...fiona drove the car..with shortyz in front..den behind them was dee izyan and lulu...so this car that they were in has the hole in the top..get wat i mean?? meaning can pop your head or body up....hahaha...since the car had no more space..shaf and i decided to run...izyan shaf and me were in track suits(that was the thing that trapped the air and kept us flying)...i have no idea why but yea..the wind was very very very very very very strong...and we were going against the wind...i knew i used all my might to run but the wind jus kept me in the position that i was in..den next thing i knew..i was flying in the air..looked around i saw shaf in the air too..izzy had her body out of the hole thing and guess wat?? the car was in the air too...hahha..we were flying higher and higher about already 6 storeys..den suddenly lulu said "i think it is going to rain.we better go down first cos it is dangerous" shaf panicked..she jus unzip her windbreaker and fell straight down..den i shouted to her "you mad ah??fall down like that" guess wat...she can reply me say "no lah...not pain at all..feels like bungey jumping jus that you will hit the ground" den i unzip my windbreaker slowly and i started to fall already..opening up my arms and trapping some air..i slowed down the rate tat i was falling..grapped onto the over land cables...den below that was another set of cables..grabbed that too...den i dropped to the ground...izzy was like "eh style the way she fall..i also wan!!!!" lulu looked at her superly fierce den say"no...wat is going to happen to the car if you go??" fiona and shortyz wind down their window...stick 2 umbrellas out and den asked izzy to unzip her windbreaker...slowly they reached the floor...

thats the end of my dream cos i got a phone call..wakaka..lame dream right?? i know..but it is funny..esp if you saw wat i saw..hahah..

14 more days

school was crap today...total crap..haha..went to school late..after lecture went to get my attendance marked..den was told that its alright...cos it was jus a revision lecture..went to slack and of cos i started bombarding my phone with my pics...wakka..shall show some later..if i got mood..wakaka..went for my stupid ICA which was kinda screwed up due to the lag in the school com...time was not enough..oh wells..but i guess it should be fine...haha

training...woohoo!!! all the balls were missing...went early but training started late due to the missing balls...i bet those ppl who dun have enough balls took them..wakaka..anyway every mondays and wednesdays from 6pm onwards is the time i look forward to the most..cause i get to do something i really enjoy..it is the ONLY time i get to do something that i like without being stopped..or controlled..

so training was on...normal things happened..den we played 2 side...got kicked in my thigh thanks to izyan!!!!! got blue-black i will find you ah...you watch out you!!! haha..lotsa funny things happened...

after training went to eat at BK...we occupied 3 tables and all 3 tables talked about different things...my table which consists of me, lulu and dee...we were talking about us getting lost..walking home..missing the last bus and siblings..plus the fights..haha..den we headed home..
took bus to tamp..but got no more bus home!!! haha..called my mum to pick me up...walked from tamp st 21 till near the SAFRA Tamp...haha..and now i am home...

Lulu..i accept your challenge...i will help the others to my very best to brush up on our soccer...we can do it before the new intake comes in...woot woot!!

14 more days

this is me with ryan sunglasses....super bigg or wat?

i was taking pics when this cute person came and i cant help but take more pics of her....

i swear this person is super cute!!! haha..

i am superly not shy...but watever...if you like the pic you can save it..if you want to go ahead..print it out...and who knows!

if you are lucky i might give you an autograph...haha

so singapore won the asian cup title...they had a draw today..but considering the performance today..i dun think that they should have won..their passes were lousy and easily read...the kept losing their possession..oh my..haha..anyways i spent the whole day at home..den only left at 9.45 for the airport..picked my mum up and back home..mum bought me 2 long sleeves t shirt from esprit...a billabong t-shirt..a board shorts..2 wrist bands..hmmm..

anyways..i have no idea why..but i am like stuck on a song..haha..maybe its the lyrics..i dunno..haha..
Paris Hilton-NOTHING IN THIS WORLD
Da-da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da

So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by
"Here's what I like"
And you were with somebody else but you can't deny
That's me in your eye

Do you know
What it's like
When it's wrong
But it feels so right?

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

Baby, you and I, we got what will never be
You know I'm right
So tell me what you're waiting for when you're here with me?
Most guys would die
You should know
What it's like
When it hurts
'Cause it feels so right

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight.

I gotta tell you somethin'
It's somethin' that you just might like
No, it's not the same thing
Yeah, you'll learn I'm not too shy
You and I, we can do this thing tonight

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight.

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight.

15 more days

so...i had a very good sleep..haha..woke up at i think 2 plus...super shiok!! folded all the clothes and den i packed my cupboard...gotta get my butt down to cleaning the house and my room soon!!! chinese new year is coming..and hafta make sure the house is clean by then...but i feel so lazy!!! haha...
tonight is the 2nd leg of singapore vs thailand..i feel like going out to watch..anyone keen in watching it with me??? haha..hmmm..feel like asking shortyz out but that girl cacat lah..later wait she walk around i feel stress for her man!! oh wells..lets see how first...wakaka..
later at night i also gotta go fetch my mum back from hong kong...she called me yesterday though..asking me whether i wan some long sleeves tshirt that she saw..wakaka..i got new clothes...but i have yet to go get my new jeans..i need to get them before chinese new year man!! damn...
shall go now..byes!!

16 more days

hmmm...caught up with my sleep..haha...slept for i think 12 hours..went to visit nadiah today..den was makan session at far east and to school for our match against sporting westlake...
final score 3-nil...woohoo!!! we kicked some asses today man!! haha...thats the way..but i swear my leg is gone...argh!!
lets see...today the team played really well..we had a good possession today..which is really good..winning or losing doesnt really matter...it is more about how we play..thats more important..thats wat soccer is about..the flow of the ball..thats wat makes soccer so beautiful...keep it up guys!!!
got sub in today after the first few minutes of playing cause sly leg was injured...played attacking center-mid...this was the position that i played the first time i played for the school..it was against ITE at semei..haha..den my first touch of the ball wasnt a good touch man..haha..i head the ball..but it whacked my face..haha..think it flattened by nose..funny though..
i swear that no.16 of sporting westlake is IMMOVEABLE!!!!!!!!! if there is such a word..haha..she was guarding me and all she did was stick her hand out and puched a bit and i almost fell..haha..but when i use all my might to push her..i seriously used alot of force to push her...she din even move lah!!! too much man these people...and she is superly tall..corner kick i kana guard her...i jumped for the ball and reached her height...den she jumped and was like oh my...haha..
den that no.10!!!! somebody gotta go shut her up man..kept making so much noise...non stop flow of vulgarities coming out from her mouth...haiyo.people nowsdays ah...haha..den i dunno why..but she actually squatted down and beat our field...lulu can say that need to put plaster for the fiel cos it kana whacked..haha..

okok...enough about the match..on the other hand..i wana thank you all for bringing the presents down...it was really cool man...bro...the cake was nice man!!! woohoo!! superb...haha.. today's sabo was power!!! haha..flour water and eggs...wakaka...nice man!! thanks lulu for making me dirty also...so much for the moon was very nice...haha..anyways..Happy Birthday...haha..

p.s thanks lulu for your words of encouragments..not only in the game when you told me to be on my toes...haha..but also after the makan session..before you left..i am aiming and working hard to get there..i hope one day it might come true...haha..

tears were shed..
hearts were broken...
dewi has left singapore...
we all bid our farewells...
but her memories still lingers...

when i saw dewi..i wanted to hug her and tell her not to go..don't leave us..but that would be selfish of me...though i know the whole team doesnt want her to go..but she is going for a good reason..she will be happy with wat she is going to do..so we should all feel happy for her..yes we will..

when i hugged her..tears kept coming out..i know that i was going to miss her...and the farewell is something that i couldnt take...i din wan to take it..cos i dun wan her to go..but oh wells..i wish her all the best..

everyone was there to say goodbye..her girls from chij st joseph...her netball buddies...her family..and us her soccer team..tears were coming out from everyone there..its sad to see someone whom you are close to leave for another country...and its for 3 years..

right outside the departure gate...i was sitting down and i witnessed something that really touched me...dewi came to us and had a very panicked face, asking where is lulu..and den they hugged...tears rolling down both their cheeks..seeing how they hugged and sobbed as lulu said goodbye..it showed how close they are...how they really treasure their frenship..

that was also where we all came together...hands in the middle..and dewi joined us..we heard her last "eh.guess wat" and she sang my love by westlife..a few of us tried to sing along...but our voices couldnt come out as we were tearing..and we made our last "NANYANG WHOOSH" with dewi before she left..

seeing her walk through the gate...i admit that i had thoughts of her not being able to go away due to some complications at the customs...cause i really din wan her to go..i am sorry dewi..but she cleared it all..she waved goodbye to everyone...

after she left and was out of sight...izyan broke down.she really cried very hard..
this is to lulu and izzy: it was hard for us to see her go...and it is also hard for her to go...but all these has to happen..so we will all stay happy and wait for her when she returns..since you guys are close frens..nothing can ever happen to change that fact..this distance wont affect your frenship..there are many ways for us to be in contact with her..and her spirit will always linger...i really respect you guys for staying so strong and letting her leave with peace in her mind..for not letting her see the way you guys broke down..

19more days.....